The meditator goes inward; he is introverted, seeks interiority. And the lover goes out, is extraverted, seeks the being of the other. In love, the other becomes the mirror in which you find your face, your original face. In meditation, you don’t need a mirror; you simply enter yourself and find yourself, you do not need your reflection. These are the two basic types of work. Osho. Man and woman. The dance of energies.
The female reproductive system keeps in its tissue, in the cellular memory, the energy footprint of each sexual encounter, those erotic relationships in which we have been involved, which can range from an intense desire to the sexual act itself, desired or not, peaceful or violent. This organ also keeps the patterns related to sexuality that we inherit from our bloodline, mainly maternal. During your stay in your mother’s body for nine months, you received the stamp of her matrix trauma, and in her, the trauma of her mother, your grandmother, and so on. From one generation to the next, to the origin of your female ancestors. All trauma of the matrix of your female lineage is encoded in your uterus at a cellular level. This memory of the pelvis affects your physical, emotional and psychological well-being and all your relationships.
Meditation helps to purify and thereby strengthen the reproductive system to increase your health, vitality and response. It provides a feeling of balance in the body, due to encouraging rooting with the centre of Mother Earth. The transmission of the bright green ray of light inspires us to relate from heart to heart, to attract healthier and more loving people into our lives. It also helps to achieve a balance between the feminine and masculine energies within oneself. By achieving greater balance and inner harmony between the feminine and the masculine, we establish a new point of attraction for the people we include in our lives. The transmission of love energy also favours the restoration of the creative and sexual centre. This blessing reconnects you with your essence, with the sacred feminine, and motivates you to increase your self-esteem, which is your birthright.
I. Relaxation
Do you feel the urge to let go of everything that may be blocking your sexuality and creativity? Does your soul say yes? As soon as you are ready, sit in a comfortable position. Take a deep breath, put your tongue to the palate, relax, let go of all tension. Breathe, let go of any distractions. Imagine meditating in a beautiful cave full of springs, luminous quartz crystals, and magical flowers. This place is located deep within the Earth’s matrix. A space that has the energy of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. Inhale this frequency of love, compassion and forgiveness… Exhale everything that does not resonate with this frequency. Breathe, relax, let go. Look at the magnificent quartz with a bright green light on the walls of the cave. Inhale this high frequency of love, compassion and forgiveness. Imagine this cave as a healing and transmutation cocoon. You feel safe, protected, and loved, just the way you are. Tune in to these frequencies of total acceptance of who you are. Inhale this frequency of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. Let everything else go.
II. Invocation
Ask for the help of your spiritual team, those who work with you to achieve unconditional love, healing, wisdom: Spiritual masters, angels, your superior soul, your ancestors, power animals, and Mother Earth. Feel their loving presence, let them approach you. Breathe their beautiful energy. Now call the lineage of the powerful healers of the womb. Ask them to help you heal your uterus. Allow them to approach you, in a circle of healing and transmutation. The uterus healers work with four power animals, now we are going to call these powerful animals, from the four corners of the world, and request their assistance, their unique and wonderful medicine. Breathe, open your heart and activate the power of your imagination.
To the winds of the south, we call the great serpent, come and teach us the power of transformation, the power to let go of what is no longer for our benefit. Please come and cover us with your scales of light, teach us how to let go of our past, the way you change your skin. Remind us of the pleasure of being incarnated, and just as you have your abdomen on Earth, help us to feel our feet in connection with the Earth, and remind us to perform each of our acts with conscious beauty. Please join us and bless this healing circle with your presence.
To the east winds, sister mother jaguar, please come to this circle of medicine, and keep us safe. Lead us to our highest integrity, teach us to trust our instincts and inner knowledge, just as you do. Help us to cross the rainbow bridge of this tangible world to the different dimensions of the spiritual world, and support us to remember the essence of who we are. Help us to be brave, bold, and faithful to our heart and the mission of our soul. Please join us and bless this healing circle with your presence.
To the north winds, sweet hummingbird, please join us. Hummingbird, you who memorize thousands and thousands of flowers, but only go to those that truly nourish you. Please give us light to know where our nectar is. Thank you for reminding us that we can also choose to select only the best of the best. Hummingbird, thanks for showing us that we can do much more than we think. You who travel from Canada to Brazil every year, little bird, with tiny wings, on an epic journey. Thank you for telling us that we can also find the strength for our epic journey. Thank you for being with us and blessing our circle of healing and transmutation with your beautiful presence.
To the winds of the west, great eagle, please descend from the top of your mountain, and help us remember what it feels like to fly high, above the storms of everyday life. Thank you for showing us that we can take a leap of faith, that we can go up and fly. Help us to know that if we reach the end of the cliff and jump, our wings will open and we can fly. Thank you for giving us the courage to dream greater desires, and to go beyond what we know, to create from a place of possibilities, rather than probabilities. Please, great eagle, support our expansion towards our highest destiny. Thank you for blessing our circle of healing and transmutation with your presence.
Sweet Mother Earth, Pachamama, Gaia, please listen to our prayer. You, who love all your children, with unconditional love, forgive us for the times we forgot to reciprocate your love. Thank you for helping us to be full of gratitude, so that we can become better caregivers for you and all your creations; the landscapes, the mountains, the oceans, the rivers. Thank you for the beings of two, three, four legs, thanks for the plant beings, for the beings of stone, thanks for the interconnected network of light, which nourishes and sustains us. May we be so full of gratitude that we become better caretakers of the Earth, please sweet mother, help us in this mission.
Father Sun, grandmother Luna, star brothers and sisters, please listen to our prayer to shine, to know our light, and to be reflected in yours. May the glow of the sun, the wise cycles of the moon, the unique light of each star, the glare, the flash, the light that has thousands of names, and yet remain unnameable, please listen to our prayer to the source, so it gives its light to this world, while we sing and dance this song of life one more day. Please join us and bless our circle of love and transmutation with your presence.
III. Belly purification
Now return your attention to your spiritual support group, and to the ancestral healing lineage of the womb. Use the power of your breath and your imagination to purify your belly: Reproductive system: Vulva, vagina, cervix, uterus, fallopian tubes, and ovaries. The bladder, sacrum, perineum, etc. Inhale the crystal energy that has the highest energy of love, compassion and forgiveness, and exhale anything that does not resonate with it. Remember that you have the power to purify and prepare your body for healing. Breathe with determination. Imagine that your belly and the womb is like a great sponge, which has acquired the experiences and emotions of your sex life, in the memory of the cells. Breathe deeply and when exhaling let go of any trauma, tension, stress, ask your body to relax. Recognize that the trauma of the uterus is present in all of us until we recognize it and deal with it. So take a deep breath, exhale, relax, and ask your body to work with you.
For centuries the feminine energy has been denied, oppressed and abused, and many women carry the pain and resentment of themselves and their mothers, grandmothers and more ancestors. Close your eyes and connect with any sexual abuse or violence experienced in your bloodline. Any energy of non-loving relationships, any taboo around sexuality, maybe there is a family history of difficult births, natural or induced abortions, all this can lead to trauma of the uterus, and you can perceive that mourning and that pain, by all the things that they have lost, and experienced. Now try to perceive if there is any energy related to manipulation, control, sexual blackmail, maybe even slavery. Inhale deeply… By exhaling you allow all these energies to appear on the surface, with the understanding that they arise for healing and transmutation. What happens when you connect with all these matters of the ancestral feminine lineage? Connect with that deep stress of survival, the fear of dying, perhaps the terror and oppression of not having enough food, money or freedom… Inhale deeply in your womb the bright liquid green crystal energy… When exhaling let go of everything you don’t be unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. Inhale, exhale, and release. Another deep breath, and let it go.
IV. Blessing & Transmutation
Connect with all your spiritual team, ask for their help to heal the space of your uterus. Observe, recognize and feel how all beings of light, love and wisdom are around you, while the powerful and ancestral healers of the womb touch your belly, to give you the blessing. Put both of your hands on your belly, and once again ask your body to relax and cooperate. Inhale deeply… Exhale and let go… Feel that your body consciousness opens your womb to receive this profound blessing. Listen to the invocation of the healing ancestors of the womb, feel its transmission:
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, to life.
Now repeat the phrase:
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, new life.
Inhale, breathing that message deep inside of you. As you exhale, let go of everything that does not resonate with the energy of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. Inhale, exhale. Anchor this message in your soul and your conscience:
—I let the fear go, so I can embrace freedom.
Take another deep breath, and when you exhale, say:
—I let the pain go, so I can embrace joy.
Inhale deeply, and when exhaling it states:
—I let go of anger, so I can embrace compassion.
Another deep breath:
—I let the sadness go, so I can embrace peace.
Relax and remember that in all dimensions, and directions of time and space, your womb has also been exposed to many levels of wounds, at the historical and collective level. Coding historical and social trauma of incredibly violent moments in human history: Rape, war crimes, sexual torture, control, manipulation, slavery, servitude. In the dark time of pagan persecution, during those dark times, they turned against those who revered Mother Nature, who studied their medicinal plants, connected with trees, stones and crystals, and those who communicated with the elementals Imagine how many men and women were accused of sorcery and superstition. Later, the accusation caused them to be burned, hanged or drowned. Perhaps you remember past lives in which you were exposed to one or all of these traumas. Inhale deeply into the space of your uterus, the bright liquid green crystal energy, which has the highest vibration of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. When exhaling let go of everything that does not resonate with unconditional love. This ancestral, historical and collective trauma is found in human DNA and on the collective energy field. This trauma can affect you on a psychological, emotional and physical level, and unconsciously it can affect the health of your womb, and your general well-being in this life, now. In this life, you can feel the wounds of past lives, which block your joy and happiness and prevent you from fully connecting with your feminine power. Inhale in your womb, deeply the bright liquid green crystal energy, and exhale, let go… Breathe…
Listen to the blessing of the powerful and ancestral healers of the womb. Feel that your body consciousness opens your womb to receive the blessing. Listen to the invocation, feel the transmission.
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, life.
Now repeat the phrase:
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, a new life. A new version of me.
Become aware of the historical and collective trauma, of your female lineage, and of past lives, found in your individual experience in this life, which causes accumulation of trauma contained in the tissues of your belly. Inhale deeply into your womb the bright liquid green crystal light, and exhale… Again… Let go, relax.
Now connect with the energies that are connected to your individual trauma. Use all your senses to connect with any abusive or sick sexual relationship. Inhale deeply the crystal light in the uterus, and exhale…
Connect with all your conscious and unconscious sexual interactions, desired or not, any situation that has made you feel insecure, any energy linked to basic security, on the psychological, emotional, physical, or financial level… Inhale deeply into the womb, and when exhaling relax and let go. Continue breathing into the tissues of your uterus, to let go of everything that does not resonate with the energies of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness.
The trauma of the uterus can also be due to menstrual pain, induced or natural abortion, pain due to surgery or diseases in the area of the vagina and the womb. Connect with those energies through the breath, and let them go when you exhale.
The trauma of the uterus can cause low sexual arousal, lack of self-esteem, low self-esteem, feeling disconnected from your heart, and from the Earth, and this can cause you to find yourself more vulnerable and prone to make bad decisions regarding your well-being in relationships, in knowing how to set healthy limits in relation to sex, money. So, connect with all those energies, take a deep breath… on exhaling, release and relax. Another inhalation with the love frequency, and when exhaling, let go of everything that does not vibrate at the level of love, compassion and forgiveness.
By connecting with your trauma in the womb, you might realize that it has become part of your identity. Probably so far, you might have unconsciously wished to avoid the pain of unsolved emotions and wounds in the space of the uterus. If this is the case, connect with that, inhale deeply into the womb, inhale the crystal energy… when exhaling release and let go… Connect with all those strategies to evade trauma, the methods to ignore the conflict by pushing it to the bottom of your womb, past lives, the ancestral, the historical, individual and collective layers of fear and pain, which you keep within your womb and reproductive system. Tune in to those layers of pain… Inhale deeply, exhale, release, let go. Whatever your strategies have been in the past, now establish a firm intention of unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness, to heal even the deepest wounds, in all dimensions and directions of space and time -past, present, and future-. Take a deep breath, relax, release. Let it go.
Establish a clear intention to heal the trauma of the womb at the physical, emotional, mental, psychological level, in all dimensions and directions of space and time, past, present and future. Inhale the crystal energy, exhale and let go of all those wounds. Breathe… Let the ancestral pain, pain, and disconnection you might experience, that you or the women of your lineage have suffered. Let this pain, resentment and suffering come to the surface of your belly for healing and transmutation, and to be released. Allow it to emerge to the surface of the uterus, and that with breathing you can let it go. Breathe the crystal energy, exhale, let go.
Connect with the energies of anger, frustration, pain, shame, guilt, control, manipulation, fear, abandonment, fear of dying, fear of rape, fear of persecution, fear of not being loved. Connect with all those feelings, emotions, memories. Inhale deeply and when you exhale let them go… Breathe… Focus on the complete healing of all traumas of the uterus, individual and collective, ancestral, historical, personal, in all dimensions and directions of space and time, past, present and future… Inhale deep in the womb the crystal energy with the highest energy of love, compassion and forgiveness. When exhaling release all trauma, let it go. Breathe, relax.
Ask for the help of the powerful and ancient healers of the uterus, who hold the highest frequency necessary to heal the space of your womb in all temporal dimensions and directions. Please ask your energy team to amplify and strengthen this healing, and ask your body to help and cooperate by letting go of everything that is not in the frequency of unconditional love, deep compassion and forgiveness. Inhale to receive this powerful blessing, exhale and let go. Now listen to the blessing, your invocation, receive the transmission.
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, life.
Now repeat the phrase:
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light; a new life. A new version of myself.
Inhale the message in your conscience. Ask the angels to please transmute all the energy of your sexual relationships. It sets the intention that they are in tune with the highest frequency of unconditional love. Inhale, print that intention in every cell of your body. Exhale… Another breath, anchoring the intention, in every cell of your body, to transmute all the energy of your intimate and sexual encounters. Exhale, release, let go. Breathe … Set the intention, the message of allowing your true creative gifts to germinate, grow, flourish and bear fruit. Set the intention to reconnect with your sense of fundamental security, and belonging here, on Earth. Inhale the crystal energy with the highest frequency in your womb, and when you exhale let go of everything that is not in tune with unconditional love, deep compassion and radical forgiveness. Set the intention to tune into your intuition, your psychic abilities, so that you can follow your heart and make decisions that are aligned with your highest being and well-being at the soul level. Breathe… Incorporate the message into every cell of your body; that you are tuning in with your intuition and psychic abilities.
Inhale to receive the blessing once more. Listen to the invocation, feel the transmission.
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, life.
Now repeat the phrase out loud:
—The womb is not a place to keep fear and pain, the womb is a place to create and give birth, light, to new life. A new version of myself.
Take a deep breath, receive this blessing in every cell of your body.
V. Gratitude
It is time to thank. Thank you great snake, jaguar, hummingbird, eagle. Thank you for your power. Thanks to the ancestral healers of the womb, for their powerful blessing and transmission. Thanks to all the spiritual team, to the angels who support us to heal, thank you. We also thank Mother Earth, Father Heaven, the Astros, for their love and support. We breathe deeply, and when we exhale we feel like the energy transits through our body. We inhale the crystal energy in each of our cells, when exhaling smile, relax, enjoy how the masculine and negative energies within you are healing. Focus on the balance and harmony of the feminine and masculine within. Feel your breath and return to your body. Slowly move your fingers, open your eyes, and return to the here and now.
Love, grace and transcendence blessings
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